Damn I hate my drawing ability. Because of it, people are always asking me to draw all sorts of stupid shit for them. Sometimes I don't mind this too much, but right now I am supposed to be drawing some stupid worksheet for school, and I just can't do it. It should be easy; just draw some simeple cartoons with the word bubbles blank so that the kids can fill them in with bad English, but I am having the hardest time drawing anything even remotely decent. It is 2Am now and i am goinig to bed now. Tomorrow the teacher will want to use this sheet in third period and it will not exist. She will be very dissappointed and never say a thing to me to indicate it. The problem is, peopel think that I am a good drawer because they see drawings that I have done, and they think that the drawings are good. And maybe they are, but just because I can draw the random crap that I end up drawing doesn't mean that I can draw anything useful, or anything other than the random crap that pops into my head at the moment. Which makes me really useless. Oh well goodnight.


